I woke up stupidly early this morning. I can't decide what to do. Now I'm too tired to think properly. I don't think I really want to do the course. But then again, lots of times I haven't wanted to do things but when the time's arrived, I've really enjoyed them. I decided 'no' when I woke up at 5.30am, much to the shock of my body which was wondering why my brain was switched on at that time. Now I'm not so sure. I thought blogging about it might help, it doesn't. Maybe I should go and write one of those positive/negative lists.