Ummmmmmmmmmmm. Sudden desire to be normal has lead to me running before I can walk. Sorry for the abundance of cliches recently but my brain is extremely overworked right now. My weeks have gone from containing a few Noodle walks, and before that, me attempting to go into college for a couple of afternoons, to me agreeing to go into the Oxfam office next Monday and Tuesday for 9.30am and work at least an EIGHT hour day!!

I don't want to be too negative but last night I was reminded of the exhaustion that used to blight my life when I was working, and I hated feeling like that. And today, the old zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz me has returned: sleeping through my alarm; falling asleep on the sofa all afternoon; legs like lead; head lolling; eyes heavy...

I'm allowing myself ONE day like this. Tomorrow I must go swimming and pick up the momentum for Monday, eek!