Last night I felt weird. Really weird. I didn't feel like me. I felt uncomfortable and awkward in my own body.

I was able to concentrate on TV which was good but when I went to bed I felt like I was a jellyfish. When I imagined my body I couldn't see it as a physical mass and instead just saw a wobbly line around it. Apart from my heart there was nothing else there: it was just see-through and jellyfish-like. God, I really think I'm losing it!

I do feel better this morning but me being me I'm having second thoughts about enrolling...