I felt much better last night. An email I'd be waiting for all day came through at about 5.30pm which meant I was able to fire off a few letters and emails before I went which made me feel like I'd actually achieved something. :)

Then on the way home, I decided that I really like the weather, or rather extreme weather. I liked the fact that the bus had to slow down because of the wind. It made me feel that humans are less significant and therefore that I'm less significant and as I'm less significant so are my problems, which means I should be less upset. It also makes me think that actually nature is pretty amazing and we think we're so important and can build roads and bridges and cities and concrete everything but if it wants to, the weather can take it all back.

Really in the big scheme of things we aren't that powerful and for someone who has a lot of issues about power and not having control over my own life, it makes me feel better.